I am working on working on catching up after a whirlwind start to our summer.
I feel like I haven't had the chance to just sit + be still in what feels like forever. Sure, that is probably an obvious statement coming from someone with a family of six. Particularly since I have four children, one who is constantly going to or from somewhere + three who are, well, two. I expect to be busy.
But...I need that me time, that stillness to be able to collect my thoughts + move forward with my days. And I haven't had that for well over two months. The few quiet moments I have had to myself have been so filled with exhaustion that I haven't been able to do anything other than rest my body + my mind by sitting on the couch, watching television. And that makes me feel lazy.
Don't get me wrong, we have had such an amazing first half of summer, filled with lots of togetherness + family. Giving us all a chance to reconnect + enjoy each other in a way that the busy-ness of the school year just doesn't allow. And I have thoroughly enjoyed all that this summer has gifted us with so far...in addition to the experiences I have posted about already, we managed to find time to take a trip to South Bend to visit Gram + Grandpa Lou for the 4th of July, celebrate The Peaches' birthday + have a party, squeeze in a 2 year check-up, spend time with some friends, take many trips to the park + do lots of swimming in our backyard. {details + images which will be featured in several upcoming posts}.
But...all of our adventures have left me precious little time to work on anything else + so my house, my work, my blog, my photography...my self, really, are all suffering.
Keeping balance in life is such a delicate task, because if you let the scales tip, even just a tad, in one direction or the other, you find yourself off track completely. And back at square one.
That is where I am at right now...
I am still trying to find a schedule that will work for me, one that allows me enough time to express my creativity + focus on my work, while allowing me time to also take care of my family + my house. I am getting there, slowly. Very slowly. But I am getting there. I have recently discovered that if I pick just one thing each day to do from each category of what I hope to accomplish, I have much greater success overall throughout the week. However, if I let one day go it can turn the entire week into a disaster.
There are days I feel so alone in this struggle, but I cannot imagine that is so...if you are willing to share them, I would love to hear your thoughts on balance. Do you find it difficult, as I do, or are you able to maintain balance? I want to know...what works for you?
This is totally unrelated to the post, I included it, really, just because...a snapshot from yesterday of some afternoon summer fun.

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